I thought 2014 was going to be different. It was SUPPOSED to be different. It is different. But, in a very bad way. I somehow lost the family I had at work.
This is the cruel reality of the corporate world. How office politics can ruin people's lives, driving people to the edge of sanity. Crying does not even solve the problem to the slightest bit. It only offers temporary relieve, but the pain comes back even before you could dry away the tears.
One of the things that keeps me smiling is the circle of friends I have at work. The people who contributes 80% of my happiness during the 8 hours in the office, 5 days a week. After office hours, I'd spend some quality time with mom at home. The woman is the backbone of my life.
And apart from that, the other thing that keeps me motivated is that special someone. If God does not forbid, we'll be tying the knots soon, InshaAllah :)